April 2021

April showers bring May flowers! For me that means that my birthday is around the corner (shout out to all the May babies). It means nature is about to bloom. But it also means there is a season of watering and nurturing coming to prepare us for our inner blooming.

The clouds may be tall at times and things may look dark, but what if this season is disguised to nourish you? What if in this tough season you’re being prepared for the next?

I think this time of my life is showing me that it’s okay to feel. Deep emotions can be overwhelming sometimes. Sometimes I run from my emotions out of fear that once I acknowledge them, it will be hard to turn them off. But I’m realizing I cannot allow that fear to prevent me from processing altogether. Sometimes you really do have to close the blinds, turn the lights off, and cut Drake on!

So with that being said, don’t judge me if y’all see me Draking on here this month LOL! This is my season of watering myself and that comes with processing my emotions, period. Feel free to join me. This is, and forever will be, a safe place for us. Know that things do get better and that your blooming season is coming! God bless.

How To Cry:

• Play that sappy music honey
• Take that shower
• Cry in your car outside of the house
• Make a glass of wine and take a bath